Junctions

We were just talking earlier today and now I suddenly thought about you.

This kind of blows my mind. Two years ago, around this month, was that day. I was supposed to meet you and didn't show up. I realized I couldn't tell you in your face that I have so much feelings for you still even if we just decided to be friends because it felt something more back then and I didn't know where we were going. I did a lot of unlearning and convincing to do. I thought it was the end. Yet here we are, talking casually like we are family. In fact, our families got to know each other literally.

You are one of my best friends. You are one of the best people in the world. I know I can always count on you about anything really. I know you are one of my lifetime guaranteed company. I realized that I may have been looking at our relationship the wrong way back then and now, I think it is stronger than ever. I still love you and care for you so much and I just know to myself it will never depreciate. It is just morphing into one form to another.

You know you are one of my go-to person. You understand me in such a way no one else could. The warmth and comfort that you give off is just incomparable to anything. And I know you are one the few people who love me for who I really am. I bet a lot of your friends really value you. You were really one of the best.

Look at us. I can't believe I still have you and I'm glad I do. And you know, you will always have me. I'll always be there for you during lows and highs. I will be your forever friend.