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Thursday, June 9, 2011

koments at mga testi (Friendster Blog October 16 2007)

naun….. bnalkan q uli ung mga testi at koments q…..

bnasa q uli ung iba…..

syempre…….ung mga matino…….angganda at nkakamiss

pero s lhat ng nbasa q eh ung ibang gawa mo….

naalala q ung mga days na gnun ka….

nkakamiss…….

naun….. sinisisi ko sarili ko kasi ako nmn may ksalanan kung bkt ka ngbago…

sorry T.T…

ndi n b tlga pde iblk ung dti????

basta!!!!

miss n kita!!!!

……..

a little too much (Friendster Blog December 8 2007)

reality is really weird…i’ll say….. as i look around and see different people…..

those people who have a lot… usually wants less and those who have little wants more…… that is where envy starts… because some people doesn’t like what they have but others wants and vice versa….we never get contented with what we have…never been happy on what God had given… but even a simple "thank you" was never been uttered by some….

people seek for perfection which does not exist in this world…. that’s y they search for remedies…. then once they have it… people still want more….

anyway….. we can’t blame them…. for it is their nature….

but….on the other hand…. we should not forget that everything here in this world is just borrowed…… and soon……we will return it back to where it came from…. we are in debt…..as long as we are alive….so as early as now……learn to thank and appreciate….

JusmE (Friendster Blog August 4 2009)

marahil wala n ngbubukas ng blog ko

ni ako…2007 pa huli qng post

tpos d ko na tlga tntgnan…

ngayon lng ulit…

tapos makikita ko yang blog ko tungkol sayo..

october 2007 pa

anong petsa na ngayon oh

e hanggang naun ganun pa dn nraramdaman ko

nagsisisi pa din sa pagkawala mu

nagsisisi na d q pnrmdam sau un

jusme jusme

hanggang nayon

ang tanga ko na maghntay sa pagbblik mo

e paano kung d ka na bumalik?

e paano ko naman malalaman un kung d mo sinasabi?

jusko jusko

bakit b naman kasi kelangan pa mngyari lahat ng ito

please, bumalik ka na

araw araw ko iniisip kung babalik ka pa

miss na kita

lagi ko naman sinsabi sayo un e





mahal kita

sinabi ko na din sayo yun pero di ka naman naniniwala







isipn mu naman…

naubos na lahat ng panahon…

dahil wala ka

tapos…

yung panahon matatapos na din…





hm, siguro nga ngayon

tamang d mo na aq kailangan sa buhay mo

d na bale

gusto ko lang sabihin na

mahal pa rin kita



mapatawad mu sana ako

wag mu sana ako makalimutan

salamat sa lahat





at





maghihintay ako





o sabihin mong di ka n babalik

para wala ng maghintay



















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Butihing Post (Tumblr Post May 31 2010)

this past few days… i find rage for every person that passes my eyes, then criticize their faults. but then, i asked myself, “what is wrong?” i looked at the mirror, i looked inside myself and saw my heart burning, well, just a little more time to take for it to be dust. i tried to kill the fire with my tears, but, i can’t… .




TAMA NA NGA ANG KADRAMAHAN!!!!!!!!! xD practice lng po un…


ang totoo nian….. lumagpas ang mga araw ko na nanlulumo ako at di ko alam ang dahilan…

perhaps a week or more, i don’t know, what’s wrong. I thought of answers. Maybe I’m paranoid of going to college as it draws nearer now, or maybe i just lack so much attention this vacation. I dont know if i really dont have time or i just refuse to, but i wanted to, insane. well, that’s me nobody can change that fact. I don’t know why the hell do i do things against my will.


hmmmm, its part but its not the answer. but it might really be related to wanting more attention, hmmm, what specifically? up to what extent?

How am i doing these times? I don’t feel like doing anything. I don’t get excited to the things that i used to. i even became irritated about one of my favorite bands. i divert my attention to something that would waste my time. I even do things that would make people talk to me, example, spamming in everything. ignoring what i love and talking bout the things that in reality, doesn’t even matter to me.

hmmm….marbe im just bored… … . or not…

MAY 31, 2010»> a day of realization

yesterday, a song played, it was one of my favorites before. i listened to it and even sang with it at the top of my lungs without knowing it will lead me to the answer. yes. i know now what is wrong. it’s frustration.

…frustration for music…

my first and last love. i love music since the time i don’t remember, i lived with it and id die without it. It might really be my true passion. but then, as more time passes by, the more the world lets me realize, it’s not meant for me.

yes. i want to know EVERYTHING, everything about anything about music. yes. when i go to music stores, i want to buy everything that’s in there, or at least, one xD. why can’t i just grab something i want and take it home with fulfillment? yes. i awfully get insecure when my siblings started to learn new instruments. well, im not being selfish but it sometimes pains me that no one can understand my dedication for music and chances just pass by other people easily, as for me, it takes everything to have it. why can’t i have those kind of chance?

“i used to do this. i used to do that. i used to love this. i used to love that.”

i told that to myself xD but then, a friend i’m thankful of woke me up to my insanity and made me realize… ”i still want to do this. i still want to do that. i still love this. i still love that.”

oh well, that’s life. what’s important? im okay now and im back in action xD


PS: im not being selfish here. there are just things that i wanted to fulfill myself xD. meaning im just an overly obsessed geek of music. dont get me wrong. i believe that MUSIC IS FOR EVERYONE!!!!!