Mind Over Matter

Don't get me wrong. I think that to love or to care for someone is human nature. And, I won't deny that I loved a lot of different people, romantically or not. They all came in different time, different place, and different love. "There are all kinds of love in this world but never the same love twice." -F. Scott Fitzgerald Yes, there are multiple times that I have fallen, whether to be caught on somebody's arms or not. But really, for all of those who I've fallen onto, there is this something in my feelings that is dominating. Mind over matter. I love the mind over the matter. Intellectual romance. I don't know. Is it wrong not to deeply crave someone's kiss or touch that much? Is it wrong to fall in love more on the perfect mix of conversations and silence rather than the smooth flow of body heat and breath? I may not fall for a person the same way as the others, which made me doubt if I really fell or not, but then now, I think that I really do but in a different way. It's just weird. I don't know if it's just a phase or what but at least now I'm pretty sure of what I think. I think that we talk in different language, in different forms of love. And we wait for that person who has or understands the one same as yours. Maybe, some language are just a little bit more mainstream than others. I mean, there are also times I don't understand others' way of showing affection, so I don't really expect people to understand mine. Does it really matter? Well, it does. But I think knowing or acknowledging my true feelings is enough no matter how strange it is. I think knowing what you want is the one that matters even if the person you have feelings for won't be able to get your love language. Oh well. Maybe it's not meant to be.