Weeks past and her condition was getting worse. She have been back and forth the house and the hospital bed but there were no change.
Well, December 11 came and Mom gave me money to treat my friends since this time, we can't celebrate at home. Well, it was more than enough but I prefer not to spend it. Instead, I spent my own money. I'd rather save it for next week's expenses so I don't have to bother Mom or Dad about it too much.
About my day, almost no one knows in our room about it except Tenten and Chala, I thought. Until such time when Kuya Shaider pass the window and shouted, "happy birthday!" My classmates looked at me and wondered, "is it my birthday?" Well, it doesn,t matter. The point is that lunch I ate with my friends in Nitrogen and Oxygen and we all went to Seven Eleven, my treat. When I got back from munching a lot, I received a gift from Tenten and Maikka. Although they never forget giving a gift, I was always surprised to received one, especially Maikka when she did not even greeted me and even gave me a letter about me greeting her last on her birthday. I never thought she would not forget that.
When I got home, I was so happy. It was better than any gift and better than any birthday celebration. It was my Mom standing in front of me. She badly wanted to get out from the hospital. Our maid even said that even if Mom was in the hospital, she was always thinking of what we will eat, how are we, what should we have for my birthday rather than take the time to rest. Well, that was expected from her but I think she needs to take more rest since she is not well enough to work.
Well, we aare able to go to church on our Thanksgiving Day and I was literally thankful about it. But it was not for long, Mom was badly trembling the next days. The worst time, we called Dad and he said she is to be brought to another hospital, a better one. She was brought to La Salle and stayed again on hospital bed. I don't like to see Mom to react like that in front of me. I don't want to see her trembling and suffering and I understand she often feel that way. But I also don't want her to see me feeling bad for her. I don't want her to see me cry if she's in bad condition. But I want to comfort her and say "everything will be alright, Ma!"
Seriously, obviously, directly and honestly, I am afraid to lose or even to be away from my Mom. I always distract myself whenever I come to think of all of those "what if" statements. I always get so emotional by my fears of possibilities. Well, I can't avoid them even if I distract myself sometimes because there are times that signs show that they are possible and I don't like it at all.
I heard from the others that she had typhoid fever but if it's true, I don't think it's severe since typhoid fever as I know it is highly communicable but the doctors still let visitors on her room.
More and more days pass and I can't anymore take the time without her and worrying about her until such time a news came.
Mom can go home at last! She still needs a little recovery but I can see she's better the last time I've seen her and I miss her so much now. She has been better each day until such time she reached her full recovery. We are all so thankful.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Midnight Sun
No! It's not the Twilight version of Edward Cullen's perspective. It's a movie released in early 2000, I think 2001. It's actually a Japanese film also called "Taiyou no Uta" starring my favourite Japanese singer, Yui!
Well, I came to cross over it and I found it interesting so I watched it in the middle of the night in the net. It was about a girl named Kaoru who has XP, an illness of the skin that make it sensitive to UV rays of the sun. She only comes out at night to play her composed songs on the streets. She died at the end but she managed to have an album. It's so nice! I was tearing alone in the living room looking like a silly girl crying in the middle of the night.
Well, I tried to recommend it to my friends but they are not yet checking it out. Maybe they won't find it as nice as how I found it but for me, it's good.
Actually, I want to recommend it to you as well. Look for it! I hope you like it too!
Well, I came to cross over it and I found it interesting so I watched it in the middle of the night in the net. It was about a girl named Kaoru who has XP, an illness of the skin that make it sensitive to UV rays of the sun. She only comes out at night to play her composed songs on the streets. She died at the end but she managed to have an album. It's so nice! I was tearing alone in the living room looking like a silly girl crying in the middle of the night.
Well, I tried to recommend it to my friends but they are not yet checking it out. Maybe they won't find it as nice as how I found it but for me, it's good.
Actually, I want to recommend it to you as well. Look for it! I hope you like it too!
"You Are My Life Now"
That was the lines of Edward Cullen in the movie Twilight.
Well, I even planned to watch it at November 22 but it was the showing was moved to November 26. The plan came up like this, watch at November 29 after lunch with Shaider, Eugene, Jake and Dianne. Well, that was just the plan.
When that day came, it was totally changed. Eugene wasn't able to go because of research, Shai was sick, Jake changes his mind and Dianne does'nt have a companion. Still, I watched the movie but I ended up with Tenten and Vhil.
Well, we came just in tie for lunch but also just in time for the movie so what we did was to watch it while taking lunch. We bought three sandwiches, 2 big packs of popcorn and 3 big packs of drinks. Yummy!
The movie is good but the book is better, I'll say. Even if the plan failed, I got to go with other friends. We all enjoyed and went home safely.
The others? They watched on Monday. I was the one to plan it and I was the one not there, oh! well.
Well, I even planned to watch it at November 22 but it was the showing was moved to November 26. The plan came up like this, watch at November 29 after lunch with Shaider, Eugene, Jake and Dianne. Well, that was just the plan.
When that day came, it was totally changed. Eugene wasn't able to go because of research, Shai was sick, Jake changes his mind and Dianne does'nt have a companion. Still, I watched the movie but I ended up with Tenten and Vhil.
Well, we came just in tie for lunch but also just in time for the movie so what we did was to watch it while taking lunch. We bought three sandwiches, 2 big packs of popcorn and 3 big packs of drinks. Yummy!
The movie is good but the book is better, I'll say. Even if the plan failed, I got to go with other friends. We all enjoyed and went home safely.
The others? They watched on Monday. I was the one to plan it and I was the one not there, oh! well.
So Far Away
I chatted with Jelize recently. We talked about our new likes and dislikes. We talked about changes of past and now. And we came up at the same conclusion, everything has changed, almost.
She introduced me to one of her friends there in Canada. Her name is Oishly and she's a sweet girl. She shares the same interest ow with Jel, Japanese, Korean and Chinese arts and music. I agree it's nice anyway because ever since I liked it as well.
Well, Oishly is from La Union and about a year staying in Canada. She told me that Jel and her are saving for a vacation to the Philippines and she's looking forward to meet Jel's friends. That's great! I am also looking forward to meet her!
At the end, I said goodnight to her and she says good day to me.
She introduced me to one of her friends there in Canada. Her name is Oishly and she's a sweet girl. She shares the same interest ow with Jel, Japanese, Korean and Chinese arts and music. I agree it's nice anyway because ever since I liked it as well.
Well, Oishly is from La Union and about a year staying in Canada. She told me that Jel and her are saving for a vacation to the Philippines and she's looking forward to meet Jel's friends. That's great! I am also looking forward to meet her!
At the end, I said goodnight to her and she says good day to me.
Better Person
I was lying down the bed when silence filled my ear but a tune played in my mind. I called that tune "Better Person" and included phrases describing a "Better Person" and how much I wanted to be one. And when I finished it, my two-week is at its best.
First, I am so happy for us winning the Math Jingle Contest. The choreography is good enough my worthless lyrics. With that, each has a hunded in a PT. My team ended up fourth in Math Quiz Bee brought by.... I don't know. Then, the discussions, the topics are all amazing making the days flow so smoothly. I even passed the Physics test so I get exempted to the PT. Another, I passed the Chem Division Test.
With all of those, I really felt a better person, and I hope it will still last long. I hope it was not just a silly dream because if it was, it will be sad to wake up.
The last stanza of the song goes like this. "Yes, I will be, I'll be a better person, who can withstand, withstand all contrary, with the light shining upon my armor, and my wings as strong as his wings."
First, I am so happy for us winning the Math Jingle Contest. The choreography is good enough my worthless lyrics. With that, each has a hunded in a PT. My team ended up fourth in Math Quiz Bee brought by.... I don't know. Then, the discussions, the topics are all amazing making the days flow so smoothly. I even passed the Physics test so I get exempted to the PT. Another, I passed the Chem Division Test.
With all of those, I really felt a better person, and I hope it will still last long. I hope it was not just a silly dream because if it was, it will be sad to wake up.
The last stanza of the song goes like this. "Yes, I will be, I'll be a better person, who can withstand, withstand all contrary, with the light shining upon my armor, and my wings as strong as his wings."
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Undeservingly Happy
It was when the board players came and told me to play for chess since Blessille was on a table tennis game. Well, I played but I knew how the game would be much better if Blez will be the one playing.
The game of chess made my schedule hectic since its the most strict time. The game is round robin but with a team score. The players were all awesome, well, except for me. Both Micah Obrador and Alpha Colocado was strait 3 wins except for me. At least, I won once.
The Red Macintosh is the first by 7 points followed by two 5 pointers and followed by 4 points.
Even if i didn't win any games, Red is already the champion. Well, I wasn't supposed to be there but I'm happy that i have been a part of it.
The game of chess made my schedule hectic since its the most strict time. The game is round robin but with a team score. The players were all awesome, well, except for me. Both Micah Obrador and Alpha Colocado was strait 3 wins except for me. At least, I won once.
The Red Macintosh is the first by 7 points followed by two 5 pointers and followed by 4 points.
Even if i didn't win any games, Red is already the champion. Well, I wasn't supposed to be there but I'm happy that i have been a part of it.
Unexpectedly Enjoyable
It's table tennis! Yes, it was this intrams when I learned to play it. Well, I was the representative of Red Macintosh for set 2 table tennis girls. I was happy I was not in set 1 because it has a lot of expert players.
Well, the games were long compared to the smasher boys table tennis players. The first game was between red and green and so, the green won. The next game was between blue and yellow and the blue won. The games continued until the Green Acer, Joanna earned 3 points, Blue Vaio, Ate JhaJha earned a point and Red Macintosh with 2 points.
Then, as was announced, the Green Acer was the champion, the Red Macintosh is 2nd, Blue Vaio is 3rd and Yellow Asus as 4th. This is actually exactly inverted of the scores in set 1.
Well, the games were long compared to the smasher boys table tennis players. The first game was between red and green and so, the green won. The next game was between blue and yellow and the blue won. The games continued until the Green Acer, Joanna earned 3 points, Blue Vaio, Ate JhaJha earned a point and Red Macintosh with 2 points.
Then, as was announced, the Green Acer was the champion, the Red Macintosh is 2nd, Blue Vaio is 3rd and Yellow Asus as 4th. This is actually exactly inverted of the scores in set 1.
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