I Am Not Lost

I am found, or at least, I'm trying to.

On the last year of its first century, I decided to drift away. I wanted to find my own path despite all strong currents. And going away from one doesn't mean that I am not happy, that I am unfortunate, that I am lost.

Please, I don't need pity. And I know, they will never understand me as long as they stay on the same boat. But I hope they don't get me wrong. I had no problem with them. I just feel that I am not one of them. Also don't get the wrong idea I got it from somewhere or someone else. I got from all over the place and decided on my own, no one needs to tell me. It is not something I have decided in one night. It is more of something that accumulated over time, even through my childhood up until now and I just had the courage to speak about it.

I didn't want to be a hypocrite. I didn't want to be pretentious. And I am not sorry for what I've done.