This Morning

This morning
I just got back to my apartment
then, I just prepared for the day
then, I went to school really early

This morning
I walked to school
because my new bike's tire is flat
because of some darn sharp things on the road

This morning
I thought it's a really fine day
it was cold and I was shivering a little
it was a nice start

This morning
believe me, it's a wonderful morning
my tummy is stuffed with a complete meal
and I'm looking forward to all my meals throughout the day

This morning
the truth is, this morning sucks to death
I don't have anywhere to go last night
And now I'm back from where I've been

This morning
is like waking up from a nightmare
and finding out that reality is even more of a disaster
I didn't have enough sleep but I had enough fear

This morning
I have these thoughts while walking to school
and hoped that that car just go and bump me while I cross the intersection
and I'd be really thankful to the driver

This morning
I have these thoughts while walking to school
that I should just die at that moment
and I guess a lot people will rejoice at the news
and I guess I am too, and I'd even join the party if I could