Ignorance

Ignore me once and I'll insist. Ignore me again and I'll never bother you again.

Yes, that is one of my weakness. Even if it's unintentional, I'll never ever initiate another conversation with you again. And i'd be dying inside thinking what's wrong. And I'd be breaking down within to know if we're okay.

Yes, you can ignore me, since that is how i am treated all the time. I never knew what people think of me because whenever I ask they can't say a thing. Maybe, they don't notice. Then, that is because they don't pay attention. Si it might not really matter to them at all.

In the end, no one cares. I am ignored.

In terms of memories, there are times I knew every detail. I knew that I was there. I knew how others are there. Then, in another story from another person, it's funny how I ended up invisible. I'm nothing but soundless air in their picture.

No one really cares.

And I think, when I die, when i disappear, no one will notice. Life will just continue for them. And so what?

No one really cares.

I won't end up in any history. I will just disappear out of thin air. Because I am nobody. And the day that I'll die won't make any difference with the day I was born.

Because no one cares.

And why should I care? I'll choose not to live in vain and there is one thing left for me to do.

Ignore.