"What am I living for?"
There are times I wonder about different things about living. That is where questions start to form in my mind. These questions sort of, keep touching my mind in certain instances.
I once ask myself, "What am I living for?" And from then on, I asked myself the same question...
I am not sure about the reason why exactly I am here. But then, a man normally is afraid of dying for reasons like they don't want to leave anything behind or they don't know what's being "dead" like. They naturally do things according to what they believe about or according to a "does-not-want-to-fail" feeling that let people be scared of consequences. Well then, I can say it is one of my purpose of living. I live to take care and keep not only materials in life but also people whom are important. I live in order to do my duties in life.
"What am I living for?"
Well, it does not end there. Actually, a lot more awaits. I believe, we also live in order to be a part of a whole society on which if one lacks then it's not as complete as before. It means that life is also making a difference within people around you. It is contributing in the society even in our own ways.
"What am I living for?"
As we all know, we also live to improve, to discover more and to experience more and to feel more. We also live to serve ourselves, other people and of course, God. We also live because we are loved by some people and we love others as well. Well, to write all the purposes might not even fit to ten big books. It's just that life is so broad to be explained and no answer is considered right and wrong. Different people see different lives differently.
Me? "What am I living for?"
Well, I see myself as a sword that fights for things I believe in and to make my dreams come true. I see myself as an armor to protect things that are important to me. I see myself as a person of unique name, unique personality, unique as I am for each one is different yet similarities are there as well. You see, my purpose is to be myself for I can be the only one who can be me.
Too many explanations yet me, myself does not know what it says. "Purpose" is hard to understand nor to be explained yet answers are revealed as life goes on.
It was just now when I thought that maybe, life's purpose is to find an answer to the question where everything started and where everything will end.
To this question....."What am I living for?"
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