Pokemon

All I want is for someone to choose me over anybody.


And that, my friend alone, makes me happy. Thank you for always choosing me. Thank you, regardless if I choose you first. (Even if I'd really choose you first, too.)

*So Mag 1 year na pero di ko pa din natapos tong post na to HAHAHA di pa kasama doon yung tagal niya sa drafts kklk*

So yeah. My soul evolved through time. My feelings for you went with it. From day one, there have been multiple changes on how I see things and how I see you.

May phase na happy crush lang. May phase na galit na galit ako sa sarili ko na gusto kita. May phase na confused ako kung sino ako at ano gusto ko. May time din na go with the flow lang. May time naman na kaibigan lang talaga ako sa iyo. May time na wala akong nararamdaman. May time na ikaw ang number 2. May time na gustung-gusto kita at di ako papapigil. May evolution ng feelings na tipong ayaw kong mawala ka. Nung una kong sinulat ito, masaya lang ako sa kung anong meron tayong friendship. Pero ngayon, nasa phase ako na parang nawawala-wala na.

Ito na ba talaga? Move on na ba talaga? Final evolution na ba ito? Abangan.

To the One

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for stalling and going in circles.
I'm sorry for not searching so hard.
I'm sorry for not trying.
I'm sorry for being stuck with the wrong person all the time
and settling.
I'm sorry for not noticing you, if ever.
I'm sorry if I was too early.
I'm sorry if I am too late.
I'm sorry for giving out everything that I should be giving you to others.
I'm sorry for waiting.
I'm sorry for being impatient.
I'm sorry for not knowing you.
I'm sorry for making plans without you.
I'm sorry for sometimes thinking you weren't coming.
I'm sorry for getting tired.
I'm sorry for asking this:

"Kailan ka ba darating?" :(